♥Friday, July 18, 2008
I MADE A REALLY STUPID MOTHER FUCKING MISTAKE IN MY LAN THEORY TEST TODAY !!fuck fuck FUCK !Arghhh !Im so damn FUCKED UP with myself !that particular mistake = whole paper WRONGFUCK !after knowing that mistake, i really feel like killing myself ..the mistake is too stupid already ..OMG !AHHH ! :'(Whats wrong with ME !?!how can i make such a stupid mistake !?Hais !anyway its over ..i also cant do anything about it le ..sadded .. :(Btw ..Thanks BENNY ! ^^for treating me lunch the other time ..for treating me sandwich today in school ..for tutoring me in the middle of the night yesterday below my block de coffeeshop ..BUT ! im really SORRY that i disappointed you today !hais !you tutor me till so hard but in the end i made such a fucking freaking bloody stupid MISTAKE !IM SORRY BENNY ! REALLY SORRY ! :(Had a damn sucky day today !DAMN MOODY ! :(wanted to watch movie(red cliff) before going home at night de ..but no company ..so i went home early ..had quite a short talk with baby when he called tonightsame as yesterdayhe has been delayedbut he sound better to me ..better than yesterday i guessand im glad about it :)i just want baby to be happy .. thats all i wish for ..[ blinded by love ]
baby say he might book out early this week
which means rather than booking out on saturday morning ..
he MAYBE can book out tml night
im really happy to hear that from him
cause i cant wait to see him !
but ..
im having problem finding excuses for me to stay out again
to stay at his house pei him
hais ! sian ! :(
` Waiting For You `
♥RumikoLoves
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