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♥Thursday, July 17, 2008
LITERALLY ..ive been indirectly insulted by my LAN lecturer in class today ..cause he was the one who debar mehe was like smiling to me say .. dont tell me you are going to use the same old reason to appeal and think that you can make it through this time ?MOTHER FUCKER !SHIT HIM LA !WHO HE IS TO SAY STUFFS LIKE THIS TO ME !?HE DONT EVEN KNOW AND UNDERSTAND MY FAMILY SITUATION !FUCK !i really felt hurtfulbut didnt told anyone about itwas thinking that maybe can confide to baby when he calls tonightand i might feel better but in the end .. I DIDNT TOLD HIM ABOUT ITcause hes in a damn fucked up mood alreadyi dont wish to add on his burdenhais :(so in the end i kept everything to myself and my blogblogging = letting out my thoughts and feelingstoday baby called at a damn late timeinitially i thought he wouldnt call alreadycalled his mum ask whether baby got call her, she say neverwas damn worried about himwas damn afraid that sth might happen to himbut everyone was like .. dont worry so much la ! everything's gonna be fine !i know ! but i just cant help worrying !hais :(then suddenly his call came and i was SOOO GLAD AND HAPPYbut baby doesnt sound alrighthes having a bad day inside todaythats why hes in a fucked up moodand of course it deeply influenced me and here comes EMOstarted feeling moodywhenever i console baby regarding army ..he always says .. you say till very easy what ! you enjoying outside, i suffering inside !hais !but he never understands that when hes suffering inside, IM SUFFERING TOO !!i dont even have the appetite to eat !
i find myself damn USELESS !
i blame myself for being USELESS !
CAUSE I CANT EVEN DO ANYTHING TO HELP MY BABY !i felt so damn GUILTY la !! :("many times ive told you .. if i can go army for you, i would love to ! i really mean it ! i rather be the one suffering inside than you ! but the problem is I CANT ! im not MULAN !"HAIS ! :(
Found all these photos inside my hp .. taken long time ago ..
baby with our beloved child POOH POOH ! ^^
EMO POOH POOH ! :(
we belong together ! x33
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ME LOVE ! xD
` Waiting For You `
♥RumikoLoves
2:54 AM
baby with our beloved child POOH POOH ! ^^
EMO POOH POOH ! :(
we belong together ! x33.jpg)
ME LOVE ! xD
RUMIKO
