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♥Friday, August 29, 2008


Last night laogong didnt call me from camp
tonight also
two nights le
im starting to get worried
usually he will warn me beforehand that he which day cant use phone call me or what de
this time no warning at all
so sudden
i wonder laogong's doing fine in there
hais ! :(
i miss him alot too !!
sobs ! :'(

Whenever i see couples on streets,i really envy them
i will think,where's mine ?
hais ! :(
Being an army boy's girl isnt easy ..
really
you must be able to tolerate the loneliness
to endure the pain of your love one not being able to be there for you when you need him
to make yourself understand that your love one didnt mean to lose his presence too
you might feel that have bf like dont have like that
BUT ..
as long as both hearts are connected,distance isnt a big problem
as long as both hearts are truly loved by each other,nothing can ever separate them
SO ..
this time nothing can separate me and laogong
cause I LOVE HIM TO BITS ! ^^
p.s. (when he's good ..)
(when he's bad .. I HATE HIM TO BITS !!) LOL ! :x

Tml friday le
laogong booking out tml night
cant wait to see him
going to fetch him :D

Last night went out and came back real late
im too tired to bath so just changed and went to bed
but unfortunately,i got caught by my eldest bro
hais !
DAMN SUAY!
he likes cleanliness lots and set the rule of bathing straight back home
he's so mad that he shouted damn loud at me and resort violence on me once again
hais ! :(
he also punished me by cutting down on my freedom
fuck !
since young i already lost alot freedom just cause he's mentally ill
usually as people grow up,they get more and more freedom
but me ?
lesser and lesser ..
hais ! :(
I REALLY HATE HIM TO THE CORE !!!!!!
HOW I WISH I CAN JUST KILL HIM !
ARGHHH !! :( :( :(

Recently im desperately waiting for job
hais !
cause im currently with Recruit Express Agency
they previously found me a job at Singapore Flyer(Ferris Wheel)
and i signed a contract with them not to terminate work within 3months
but i only start work for two days,my agent and the manager there had some dispute
and i stopped work since then
its been 3 to 4 weeks without job le
im damn damn DAMN FUCKED UP WITH THEM !
JUST A TOTAL WASTE OF MY TIME !!
my agent say will help me find temporary job to replace first but none came
if not for that fucking contract,i would have went to find other jobs myself
it'll be more efficient
IDIOT !
FUCK !
hais ! :(


` laogong<3laopo `

♥RumikoLoves
3:39 AM

♥Wednesday, August 27, 2008


cause 'SOMEBODY' keep complaining that my blog is DEAD so ..
HERE I AM AGAIN ! :D
DARLING !
my blog alive le, HAPPY NOW !? =.=

Previously DEAD because alot stuffs happened and i really dont have the mood to blog
especially the breaking up with baby
brought me down tremendously
and now i havent recover totally yet :(

After many incidents,im finally back with baby
opz ! sorry !
forgot that upgrade to laogong le :P
shit la !
laogong gonna punish me for that again ! :(

Frankly speaking ..
i miss laogong alot alot
hais !
now school holiday,no work can find
everyday go down batok slack
although better than staying home,but still ..
sibei sian and lifeless :(
how i wish laogong no need serve ns
then i everyday still can go out with laogong or go his house pei him :)

Im really sorry for everything that happened previously laogong !
sorry for hurting you so much so deeply
Thanks for everything too !
that you did for me APPRECIATED and TREASURED ! ^^

Updates on my studies ..
waiting for expulsion i guess
cause i failed everything for LAN
coursework .. common test .. etc etc etc
exam i also dont know how to do
confirm die le
i really hate LAN man !
hate it to the core !
arghhh !! :(
Im only left with two choices ..
1) End My Life
2) Get an admin job and work for 1 or 2years to pay back bank loan for my poly fees and also save money for going SIM to take a diploma for the course that i truly interested(Management Studies)
Which is better ?
BUT ..
if i really get expelled from school,i dont know how to tell my bro
hes gonna beat me to death
i rather end my life myself instead
hais :(
CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I DO ?


` laogong<3laopo `

♥RumikoLoves
1:32 AM